I already feel like a different person. Well maybe not a different person, more like a much improved version of myself. I'm no longer depressed, I have a spring in my step and a twickle in my eye. My confidence has returned and I'm very happy in the company of others. My mood is much better overall. I've almost forgotten about the guilt I was carrying around just a few weeks ago, that voice in my mind (paranoa) has gone. My focus has totally shifted from skinning up and sitting there blazed to improving my life in terms of looking for a better job, excerising more and eating better. I'm better looking than I was too, I've got colour in my skin and the bags under my eyes are in retreat.
I'm sure that I've still got a long way to go until I've detoxed from the THC, but the nicotine should be gone now. I reckon there is still significant improvement to come though. I reckon there are still a number of ups and downs, it'll be interesting to see how I deal with them. I'm surprised I've not been emotional like in previous quits. Theres little things that make this worthwhile as well, like seeing how differently people resond to me, because my energy is better. I'm more optimistic, patient, compassionate and social.