Yeah, iv done everything iv wanted to do in life, iv driven across Oz, the entire usa, iv inter railed across Europe, iv flown a commercial airline plane, I was a firefighter for a year, iv climbed mountains and swam in oceans, iv gotten myself educated and iv been with women, yet my life still hasn't moved forward,
But none of it has ever gotten me anywhere in life, my life in my eyes Is a failure, I havnt moved forward, I notice that iv been sleeping less and less and even things like meeting my friends for beers no longer does anything for me,
I'm just seriously burnt out.
I agree with the theory, if you do what you have always done, then you will get what you always got, but iv tried everything and I still can't move forward,
I'm seriously thinking about quitting work and going homeless just to force change,
My life is like ground hog day, and I don't see it ever getting any better, so I'd rather end it on my own terms than stick this pain out for 30 more years,
Sorry guys, I'm not very good at explaining things,