Hi, I've had a best friend for over 10 years who I used to talk to everyday... We used to get along great although we would often get into arguments and would stop talking to each other for a few days.
One time we had the stupidest argument and stopped talking to each other for what I tought would be a couple of days like usual.
I decided not to speak to him anymore until he apologized cause he was really rude to me, and also because I was tired of constantly fighting with him.
But it's already been 7 months and we haven't spoken ever since... My birthday was last week and I really thought he would at least write to me but he didn't (we live in different countries)... so now I don't know what to do.
I don't really have a lot of friends and talking to him was always helpful because he knows me better than anyone and he was someone who I could talk to about my problems, but it seems to me like he doesn't wanna be my friend anymore.
So it's like I need him but I'm also tired of all the constant fighting that had been going on between us lately. I've tried finding other friends but he's just someone very hard to replace for me.
I need to talk to him at least one more time anyway because he owes me some money that I lent him so I gotta ask him for my money back... but I don't know whether I should just ask him to pay me and end the relationship, or if I should try to fix things up...
I wouldn't even know how to approach him anymore but either way I feel like things between us won't be the same after this....
So what should I do?