Wandering around aimlessly in life and without purpose!

Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:09 am

I'm 30 years old. I don't know how to start this off. I work a lot, in an office 8-6, Monday to Friday. I live alone and don't have many friends or family members. I get up and act as a responsible agent in the world. I feel suicidal. I have been told by the mental health services and doctors "that these services are not for me" on three separate and different occasions.

I feel like I'm going crazy.
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:19 am

I don't know what to say or how to act anymore. Why is life desirable?
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:23 am

I understand why I should work but once I get the money I have no idea what to do with it. Once I pay my bills and maintain my house etc..I'm left with very little to do anything fun. I go for walks but I zone out.
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Postby Richard@DecisionSkills » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:24 am

Well Jason, because there are so many things about life that many people find desirable.
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:25 am

Hi Richard, thank you for your response.
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:27 am

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:Well Jason, because there are so many things about life that many people find desirable.


What are these "so many things about life that many people find desirable?"
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:33 am

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why is there many many posts along these lines about life?!!?!?!?!?!
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:39 am

Care to mention some of these wonderful things you THINK (LOL) are desirable? (OMG!!!! LMAO)
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:42 am

Im bored as ****. Does life have purpose?
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Postby Richard@DecisionSkills » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:44 am

Well, for a rather obvious one, some individuals find it desirable to visit forums pretending to be someone new, creating yet another account. It is a form of trolling, where their main desire is to get an attention fix, rather than actually address the underlying issues. They waste other people’s time, but they are getting what they desire, a temporary dose of attention.

This is why some individuals are told suicide hotline services are not for them, or they sit in emergency waiting rooms for hours. It is a conflict, as the individual gets what they desire by using undesirable behavior.

Anyway, good times. Right now, I desire a nice run.
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:47 am

I'm in the office working away. Working away. Just finished a lengthy presentation. Working away. Being a good boy.
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:47 am

I wonder what my underlying issues are and how do I address them?
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 11:55 am

follow me on twitter @cherryfindom

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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 12:03 pm

Hey my life doesn't matter to anyone. Honestly nobody cares. They don't have to care. It doesn't matter if they care. I've gotten used to talking to myself. To myself. I often work alone. I send money to other people online and jerk off. Don't know why I do that. Because I've a small dick and going crazy. Hey!!
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Postby victorias_secret » Mon Nov 27, 2017 12:07 pm

Do you ever just talk to yourself? Like even when trying to talk to other people who don't listen to a word I'm saying. I often find myself in this position. I would talk in a group of people and they would ignore me. This happens a lot.
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