A strangely worded question. The most efficient way? Does this mean that you are scared of pain? Or the mess? But after all, it would not matter to you once you are dead, would it? Are you worried about the persons who would have to deal with it after you're gone? Then why aren't you worried about how they might feel if you did the dastardly deed? Most folks who try to commit suicide aren't really trying, because if they were, they would be successful instead of just "trying". How many people slit their wrists, or take too many pills, and do it in such a way that someone will inevitably discover them before it's too late? That's not really TRYING, that's just showing others that you need help. Certainly if a person REALLY WANTS to kill themselves, it should be quite an easy thing. We are far from un-killable! I have lived on a farm my whole life. We butcher chickens, pigs, cows, sheep, deer... It's physically very easy to kill something, but not so easy mentally/emotionally.
I make no judgements on people who want to get the hell out of here. It's their decision, albiet a cowardly one. Just because things don't look too good today, doesn't mean they won't change. Everything changes, all the time. But if you're gone and given up, then you won't be here to find out how good it could have gotten, will you? It seems that you only get one chance at this thing called life, and if there's more, most folks aren't aware enough to remember their past lives. Suicide is sort of like throwing away the entire bag of fruit simply because a few of the grapes were rotten. And if there IS more, then it is "fruitless" to try to kill yourself, 'cause all your gonna do is come back at some point and have to learn all the stuff you didn't learn the first time thru. And you'll just keep repeating this until ya get it right, and it'll take alot longer if ya just keep on turnin' off the switch...
I'm all about being real here. And alot of the other posters don't like it. But death is as real as it gets. And I'm not afraid to address it. I look at death a little differently than most. I always thought that if a person was gonna do themselves in, for whatever reason, that probably a massive dose of morphine would be just the thing. Apparently I was right, 'cause in the past 3 years I've known 4 people who died from accidentally ingesting too much of it when all they wanted was to get a little higher... But then on the other hand, maybe they got what they REALLY wanted, which was escape... And seeing how they spent the majority of their lives doing every drug they could get their hands on, they probably DID want to excape permanently. But Death is too final, 'cause it closes the door, and there won't be any more clear moments for them, like when they first get up in the morning, or when they run out of drugs. It just ends there. Period. No more good meals, no more hugs from someone that cares, no more sunshine and fresh air. No more shopping or driving, no more smiles, hell, no more time to get high with your friends. Think long and hard. Do you really WANT to give yourself no more chances or options?
Life is one long set of adventures, and yea, some of it is hell. But there is ALWAYS something to look foreward to even if it's only whatever the next lesson may be... But if you cop out, 'cause that's what it would be, well, yer momma just wasted her time raisin' you, and all that food you ate and air you breathed your whole life, all the time your teachers spent teaching you, everything you did, was all just a waste. Yea, I know it sounds hateful, but lets be real here. Life is a gift. You're here, and you have a mind that can think and reason, and that's a miracle. You get this chance. If you blow it, then you have just given a big F#%&!* YOU to the " GREAT SPIRIT" (whatever that might be.)
Obviously, if you REALLY wanted to kill yourself, you would just do it. What does it matter to you how? Once it's done it's done. No big deal except to the ones left behind... The fact that you ask, shows you care about something, and I wager that if you care enough to ask, then you're not gonna do it.
I'm sorry if I sound harsh, but this really makes me angry. And I'm tellin' you what I think just as if you were sitting in the room with me. 'Cause, in this world, you're my brother and I care.