Hey people, I recently turned 18 and I'll be going to college in 2 months. I'm quite ugly and because of that, I have never been able to make a proper conversation with a girl. I'm also ashamed to go outside because of my looks, people will always give me that nasty look like I'm a monster.
I'm always so lonely and right now I'm always imprisoning myself in my room like I have done the past few years. I think my life will be the same in the future, I'll be able to get along with some guys and make friends, but I'll never be able to know love. My heart will always be empty, and even tough I don't want that, I have accepted the fact that I can't get any love.
But is alright to live a solitary life? I think that I wouldn't endure it any longer in the future, and that my mind would crack at a certain point.... But what can I do about it? I want a way out of this lonely life, but it's like I have no other choice but to accept it since no one wants a monster around them.