It is embarrassing to be admitting this anywhere; however, at this point I fear there is very little choice. I need help.
Several weeks ago, I listened to some nasty erotic-hypnosis audio recordings. Since then, I've found it most hard to forget about them. I have been experiencing what I believe to be post-hypnotic suggestions.
The recordings were designed to make me feel like a submissive girl. While I'm trying to enjoy life, I'm bogged down by a constant reminder that I screwed up by listening. The most irritating of all is the feeling I now get directly bellow my male parts (as if I were some kind of constantly aroused female.) No matter what I do, I can't seem to get rid of that feeling.
While I'm trying to watch a movie, read a book, or do homework, this feeling, which I believe to be some form of post-hypnotic suggestion, is ever-distracting.
I have become less productive, less happy, and my quality of life has drastically decreased.
I would like to politely ask for advice on this matter. Please keep in mind that going to a hypnotist is not a luxury I have.
I also believe that NLP was laced into the hypnotic recordings.