I know about the addiction to pornography. It has lead me to some dark places and do things i wish i hadn't done. My outer life looked to others if I was perfect with everything was going my direction. But my inner or secret life was filled with shame. The shame and worry wreaked my life out of fear anyone would find out. The shame held me captive. Each day added to my inner sorrow, hopelessness, and depression.
I found a song that changed my life. It gave me hope that I could change my life, leave the chains of my oppressive addiction behind; That I am not alone and a greater power could change the course of my life.
I'm the one that writes my own story.
I decide the person I'll be.
What goes in the plot, and what will not
is pretty much up to me.
And just in case I need to erase,
it was figured out before.
A thing called repentance can wipe out a sentence,
a page or a chapter or more.
Ev'ryone that writes his own story
now and then will make some mistakes.
But given some care, they needn't stay there.
And this is all that it takes.
You must know you've done wrong, and so
you feel very bad and then,
don't try to hide it. Do try to right it,
and vow you won't do it again.
This book of mine is very important,
and so someone is waiting right there,
To help with my story, He's been here before me
and always as close as a prayer.
We will write each day and night,
and do it well and faithfully.
A wonderful story of sadness and glory.
It's written by Jesus and me.
PS...There is life, hope and everything is going to be alright.