by PandariaPH » Mon Jul 06, 2015 7:40 am
hi, i too am suffering tinnitus, like one night, i was so baked and high with weed, it all started there. i went crazy! i panicked, and my thoughts were really not helping! so i calmed my self and decided to take a sleep. but then my body says i need to sleep, but my mind keeps on insisting i need not to sleep. i wasnt able to sleep through the night. in the morning, i begin to experience depersonalization, i didnt think withdrawal on weed can happen during these times.
i was already planning on quitting, but i have an anxiety problems. i always scare my self to death during my teenage life, but when i smoke weed, i didnt suffer any at all. and one day, it happened, i experienced anxiety during smoking weed. i didnt know what happened or what caused it! i was really in trouble, my heart rate increased. my mind's going crazy! i try to calm my self, and i did, but still thinking of it, i think i went on a vicious cycle, but came to overcame it. and then, 2 days later i smoked again. but this time, it worsen. it made me very uncomfortable. those 2 days, i forcefully get my self to sleep, meaning i cant really sleep well at all. so i decided to smoke again..but that wasnt really helpful. i experienced heavy vision blur, i cant breathe well, feeling numb on my hands, even feeling that my hands are closing, and i try to open it. its true! i cant even hold a glass of water with 1 hand. i needed two hands. and my roommate's gone mad too, made me panicked. but i managed to calm down. its like, im really going to die! but i calmed myself.
then i realized, i needed to stop smoking weed. i am a weed smoker for 3 years, heavy smoking. that night, i thought i experienced those nightmares because i lack sleep. its because of tinnitus which really is doing its thing right now. geez i hate tinnitus.. i think i was just really tired that night, and still smoked weed. i smoked indica weed. well it makes us really lazy and cant move. right now, im suffering from anxiety, and tinnitus. i cant even think clearly when im at school, cant focus much on the lectures. but sometimes, i manage to fight it off, and again tinnitus comes back, with anxiety of course.
but this forum had helped me alot. i didnt know im not the only one suffering from it. its good to know that there are other people who understands and knows my case. i stopped smoking weed for about 5 months now, and last 4 days, when my friends invited me to drink and smoke weed, i was temtped to smoked a few puffs, not that, i was also drunk, and we still had smoked weed. we always had that kind of session, alcohol with weed. but only small amount of it.
i was surprised that when i woke up in the morning, i felt nothing bad. i was expecting that my tinnitus will go worse, but it wasnt. then again, 4 days after, here i am, beginning to feel not good, due to the fact that i wasnt really sleeping good at night again.
i had tried nothing for my insomnia or tinnitus. all i did up until now is convince my self that i am going to be myself again. does any of you sometimes think of memories from the past? flashing back? i am experiencing some up until now, but has lessened
still, im struggling to fight these weed withdrawal symptoms.. depersonalization, tinnitus, insomnia, anxiety.. its really hard.. any suggestions or help from anyone, please i need it. also, still had not consulted an ENT. maybe the tinnitus cause has something to do with my right ear, it was already not good before i had tinnitus, which i thought came from weed withdrawal.. also up roared my anxiety..