im going insane

Postby persom » Mon May 23, 2016 6:59 pm

I am a 16 year old girl and for the past 4 years I've been suffering from MDD and terrible social anxiety
For the past year my mental state has deteriorated to the point where I can say that I have lost my sanity
Please help me
I jf p
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I will

Tell
L you about my insanity
I want to claw my skin off my face and I want to scream and punch everything and
I hit my head on the wall and I want to kill myself and i cut myself i love seeing how deep I can go
I have no friends AnD I am homeschooled and I hate everyone who used to be my friend
I believe that I a! The only real person on this pl
Anet and i was put on this planet as part of an experiment
Nobody else is real except for me. P
erase
The other people on the planet were just put here to influence me and my decisions
I trust no one
There is no one I trust
I don't even trust my therapistand I don't trust anyone on this forum but i am desperate
Please someone just tell me thatthey are real Amd they truly care I just need one person to truthfully tell me that they are real AMD they weren't sent by the government
Pleasehelp me please I have a lot of love inside of me I just need to know that I can trust
Please
Thank you in advance to the real people
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Postby Richard@DecisionSkills » Mon May 23, 2016 7:15 pm

I am real.
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Postby persom » Mon May 23, 2016 8:04 pm

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:I am real.

THANK YOU OS MUCH TGANK YOU RICHARD
Whether or not you were sent by the government you are a star,thank you £
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Postby catfancier42 » Tue May 24, 2016 12:12 am

That you were able to share all that is awesome, persom. Being honest about what you are going through is huge even when you feel like you are going completely crazy.

I too am real and not sent by the government. Even though you may feel very much alone in your experience, you are important and you matter. People do care about you. I sincerely pray you are able to learn to love yourself and heal from all that is hurting you. Keep being open with people in safe ways like this. You will find that people do love you and that the world does not rest on your shoulders alone. It is okay to be messed up and needy.

My best wishes to you going forward!
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Postby Cpt Yossarian » Tue May 24, 2016 3:11 pm

persom wrote:
I want to claw my skin off my face and I want to scream and punch everything and
I hit my head on the wall and I want to kill myself and i cut myself i love seeing how deep I can go
I have no friends AnD I am homeschooled and I hate everyone who used to be my friend
I believe that I a! The only real person on this pl
Anet and i was put on this planet as part of an experiment



Very little people care about you but this is a good thing if you think a deeper about the subject matter. Look you will get a few well wishes on this forum but when you are by yourself they get on with their own lives and don't think much if anything at all about you.

Do you want to be pen pals? Send me a PM.

Thanks

The Cpt...oh captain my captain.
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Postby JuliusFawcett » Sat May 28, 2016 11:46 am

Our experience of the world is massively influenced by our choices.

May I ask you some questions?

Are you eating the right amount of healthy food?

Are you drinking the right amount of healthy drinks?

Are you taking the right amount of healthy exercise?

Are you getting a good balance between work, rest and play?

Are you able to forgive easily?

Are you able to trust your intuition?

Are you grateful for the comforts other people bring to your life?
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