by Blazedout420 » Wed Apr 19, 2017 11:24 am
Hi mate, I'd say that's normal from my experience burn everybody is different, I'm nearly a year weed free and the anxiety has pretty much gone and if it does spike up and I can control it much more easily now and move on with my day. I still get the odd thought popping up but because the anxiety isn't there anymore well, not like it was i don't pay attention to them.
As for the excitement and emotions etc this still isn't where it used to be but it's not as bad as a few months ago. I guess this is what will take the longest to come back for me as everything I enjoyed doing I did high for the last 10 years plus. I do find myself laughing and smiling again from time to time and i think to myself that felt like me again which is improvement.
Sometimes I wonder why I don't seem to get excited like I used to for example over sex, which makes me worry there's something wrong with me or maybe my gf which would have snowballed my anxiety a few months ago but now when I think about a broader range of activities I don't enjoy any of them like I used to, which is a much more rational thought.
I can get some enjoyment out of things now unlike the first few months where I felt like I was on a different planet to everyone else. Things are slowly coming back to me. I find f I think about how I felt before I start to get depressed feelings so I just try not to look back and keep moving forward.
You'll be ok mate its just hard keep battling through it does get better with time. The first 6 months were the worst.