by Candid » Thu Feb 14, 2019 9:56 am
But you do choose it.
You applied for the job. You really wanted it. Well done!
You choose not to go out and meet people. You like being by yourself. Great!
You rejected your mother's invitation to go home. You choose Manisa over Istanbul.
You choose everything. I'm choosing right now to talk to you. I will choose lots of other things later today, minute by minute, whatever is most pleasing to me.
So will you. You can choose to write an optimistic next post or something along the lines of Everyone else chooses what they do with their lives, but I don't. My father has been controlling me since the day I was born. I had to get away or he would have killed me and eaten me. I have to go to this job I hate, and worry about it all the time. I can never do what I want to do. Someone needs to come and rescue me. I'm helpless. Poor me!
Is that how it is?