Just wanna talk to somebody

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 9:47 am

I can't understand I don't want this life I don't choose it

**Posts:** 8825 · by **Candid** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 9:56 am

But you do choose it.

You applied for the job. You really wanted it. Well done!

You choose not to go out and meet people. You like being by yourself. Great!

You rejected your mother's invitation to go home. You choose Manisa over Istanbul.

You choose everything. I'm choosing right now to talk to you. I will choose lots of other things later today, minute by minute, whatever is most pleasing to me.

So will you. You can choose to write an optimistic next post or something along the lines of Everyone else chooses what they do with their lives, but I don't. My father has been controlling me since the day I was born. I had to get away or he would have killed me and eaten me. I have to go to this job I hate, and worry about it all the time. I can never do what I want to do. Someone needs to come and rescue me. I'm helpless. Poor me!

Is that how it is?

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 10:00 am

I agree the letter in italics. My father created an illness that disrupts me to get what I want from this life.

**Posts:** 8825 · by **Candid** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 10:14 am

Try writing an optimistic post.

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 10:29 am

I will go home and sleep 3 hours later. I like sleeping at warm inside.

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 12:18 pm

Tried to work but couldn't. It seemed too hard to me. I can hardly stand. Anxiety has some physical effects too.

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 12:35 pm

I apologise for the disturbance I caused by my endless complaints. But to be honest I can't see any light in my situation.

**Posts:** 8825 · by **Candid** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 12:45 pm

I'm sorry I can't help you.

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 12:48 pm

You are already helping me by talking..Thank you

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 12:51 pm

If friends at uf weren't my journey would last year's ago by your support I stood for ten years buy lately it seems to me even support from uf couldn't save me

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 12:53 pm

Whatever happens I like you so much and this will go on forever

**Posts:** 8825 · by **Candid** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 1:00 pm

desperate788 wrote:even support from uf couldn't save me

That's true.

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 1:04 pm

**Posts:** 2289 · by **quietvoice** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 2:17 pm

Candid wrote:
desperate788 wrote:even support from uf couldn't save me

That's true.

"Thoughts are things."

We can't think your thoughts for you.

**Posts:** 40219 · by **desperate788** » Thu Feb 14, 2019 2:25 pm

Yes that's a fact

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