Issue about therapy

[desperate788]

I never had the chance to choose the job i want to do

[desperate788]

now im at this damn job please jesus help me

[desperate788]

Maybe someone helps me as a last resort

[desperate788]

All i want is to die and finally rest in peace

[desperate788]

Do a favor once and save me from this job before trouble if its not too late this job disgusts me so much that my warm feelings to you is impaired i hate everything about this job

[desperate788]

I hope they fire me anyways i havent written a report for 7 months

[desperate788]

Do a favor once and save me from this job before trouble if its not too late this job disgusts me so much that my warm feelings to you is impaired i hate everything about this job

Dont ignore please use your intelligence and save me i have no more left patience and energy to stand this job.

[desperate788]

my therapist is probably trying to alter my sexual orientation. There is a risk of me being autistic as far as i could understan if he succeeds the issue is as i take libido supressing drugs autism may be hidden and appear strongly and suddenly when i taper off drugs. What say you?

I didnt tell him not to mess with my sexuality this issue is still a concern

at last i Said my therapist not to interfere with my sexuality he Said ofcourse its your choice a reaksiyon i would expect from you too

[desperate788]

For all the happy times we shared save me from this job find a way to soothe my mother i believe you can

[desperate788]

I was listenin fade to Black when i started this job years after my end will be like songs end

[desperate788]

I will resign you will see

[desperate788]

Its impossible i cant reach them all the invoices, jerk says prove every voice is fake i havent heard such a thing done ever it would take enermous effort nearly impossible

So what to do? What will happen? I cant do the requested thing

[Candid]

I think its this job that evolved my psyhcosis

I believe you. You were a sane and rational man before you started at the Tax Office in April 2009.

you never did me a favor and found a solution without this job

I've made hundreds if not thousands of posts to you. You've possibly acted or two of three of them.

this job disgusts me so much that my warm feelings to you is impaired i hate everything about this job

The suggestion I've made more often than any other is that you quit. Been saying it for years.

I hope they fire me anyways i havent written a report for 7 months

I wish I had a job like that, where I could sit in warm comfort all day writing messages on forums. So I hope they fire you, too.

Dont ignore please use your intelligence and save me i have no more left patience and energy to stand this job.

Six months from now you'll still be in the same job writing posts like this. I can do NOTHING to make any difference in your life.

at last i Said my therapist not to interfere with my sexuality he Said ofcourse its your choice a reaksiyon i would expect from you too

He's waiting for you to say what you DO want him to do. In the meantime, like you, he sits there doing nothing other than take your money.

save me from this job find a way to soothe my mother i believe you can

But you are wrong about that.

I will resign you will see

I don't believe you.

So what to do? What will happen? I cant do the requested thing

Maybe you'll go to jail when they realise all you've been doing on their behalf is falsifying records, posting here, and collecting your pay.

Maybe you'll like jail better?

[desperate788]

Jail is even worse than death please pray such a thing not to happen

[desperate788]

i can resign all i think is my mother being very sorry about that i dont care about money its only function is to make my food