Well guys I've made it 2 and a half years and I feel as a lot of my symptoms had vanished I still have social anxiety a lot and I have trouble with eye contact when I have conversations sometimes expecislly if its a cute girl, I still have brain fog and And sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in the body of the person I used to be, I went through some traumatic sh** when I had that panic attack, the thing is I can live like this but I'm still depressed a little and I don't know if this is just me now or if things will get better often I feel hopeless and just suck it up as I feel it's my fault and I take responsibility I have terrible memory and I'm only 20 I surely hope this sh** don't affect me for the rest of my life, 4 years of everyday smoking 14-18 might of messed up some brain development or something, my vision is like looking through a piece of broken glass 70% of the time but I'm positive I'll eventually rewire and have some clarity one day, I have become so used to this feeling and have fragments and moments of clartiy for a few hours not everyday and I feel so positive and tell myself i better enjoy these moments as they come it's seems there is very few tho. Btw I love everyone here and wish you guys the best of luck it takes a lot to change even when you didn't want to!!!
-Broken Boy out
-2016 weed free