Jorainbow wrote:3 months on and things have got no better.
Once again I ask, "Why beat a dead horse?"
I'm trying to understand what motivates you, what is your fear? You are staying with this person for a reason. The blanket answer "for love," does not explain anything.
Are you afraid of how friends and family will think of you if you get divorced?
Are you afraid you will never find another person as good as this man?
Are you afraid of being labeled a failure?
What exactly is driving you to continue to invest more time and energy in this relationship?