I look at the world through the eyes of a child

[Arkady]

I'm embarrassed my infantilism. As soon as I start to talk to people, before I could say Jack Robinson, they find out about my infantilism. I get shy and feel uncomfortable. They feel at superiority over me in the first minutes of communication. I find it difficult at first for me, then little by little I find the arguments in my defense and if we as boxers face to face in the ring, I can fend off his stroke and may even strike back. When I have a conversation at once with two or more people, I can not fight. I do not know which strategy to choose not to be in their eyes infantile person. The world is cruel.
Is really bad if you look at the world through the eyes of a child.

[dark cloud]

i can understand very well .