forget before remember now

Postby reallyconfused » Thu Jul 06, 2017 6:25 am

So.. I have no memory of me before 17..maybe one or two christmas memories, my father spanking me for coloring his car with permanent marker... later on, a family member...who is quite manipulative put disturbing things in my head and I used it to feed addiction. I got out of that cycle, and met someone. I started healing... I was short on money. I thought that I must have just an insane knack for forgetting things, because I messed up and right beforehand said to myself 'I can forget it if it gives me grief' this was literally the decision maker. But I can't. Why was it so easy to forget 17 years and impossible to forget this short period of time.

Hypnotherapy seems like a great option, I don't mind forgetting, someone mentioned that I could stick my hand in the pot again but then if I didn't know I'd done it before, then I wouldn't have the guilt anyways.. just another slew of hypnotherapy sessions..that coupled with intense psychotherapy to sort through the mess of my life so that it wouldnt happen again, right?
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