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#285

Postby desperate788 » Mon Jul 23, 2018 6:39 am

There will be some time for that..
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Postby Candid » Mon Jul 23, 2018 6:42 am

Good!
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#287

Postby desperate788 » Tue Jul 31, 2018 9:22 pm

What's up people? I'm in a different city at a hotel. Won't sleep tonight. I intend to do good things for my health when I'm here for three days..
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#288

Postby desperate788 » Tue Jul 31, 2018 9:24 pm

Anybody know any light websites to waste time?
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Jul 31, 2018 11:27 pm

To all forum members..sorry if my continuous messages disturb you I'm just trying to stay awake till morning for a private reason
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Postby desperate788 » Thu Aug 02, 2018 10:57 am

I rented a house at manisa a small city at aegean region of turkey but I have doubts about the owner of house. House is a bit lOwer price tHan it shold be.
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Postby Candid » Fri Aug 03, 2018 4:59 am

Manisa sounds lovely. I'm curious as to why you want to stay awake all night.
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Postby desperate788 » Fri Aug 03, 2018 5:19 am

I stay with my mom I suspect she is doing something to me when I sleep that I forget when I wake up. .
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Postby Candid » Fri Aug 03, 2018 5:22 am

Seriously? You think she's causing you harm in your sleep?

What reason do you have for thinking she's doing something to you? What is it you think she might be doing?

I thought your father was the problem. This is the first time you've suggested your mother could be doing something to harm you, too.
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Postby desperate788 » Fri Aug 03, 2018 5:26 am

I think my father programmed her she does harm me unconsciously she isn't aware I don't know exactly what she is doing but my mood diminishes after a night with her
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Postby Candid » Fri Aug 03, 2018 6:14 am

All this 'stuff' that goes on around you, on the job, in your family, and even when you're on your own... you're manufacturing every bit of it yourself, in your head.

If your father was half as powerfully evil as you think he is, the world would have heard of him. At 40 it really is time you got over believing he's running (and ruining) every aspect of your life.

I get it that he was brutal when you were growing up, so brutal that he twisted your mind. It's your job to get rid of that legacy and be the best person you can be.

Look at what you've just written...

I think my father programmed her... but you don't say what you think he's programmed her to do, how you think he can do this, why he would want her to harm you, or what you think he'd get out of it. You wake up feeling not-okay and you immediately decide it's something your mother has done with your father using her as a puppet. This is totally illogical.

she does harm me unconsciously... all of the above applies. You don't have a clue what she might be doing or why, you don't tell us of the effects except to say "my mood diminishes", yet you have an elaborate theory that your mood is something your mother has done with your father using her as a puppet. This is again totally illogical.

I don't know exactly what she is doing... My guess is, nothing -- unless she's a religious woman who prays every night that her son will learn to stop worrying and start living, just like the book says. I'm sure she worries about you the way you worry about her; it's likely worrying is in your genes.

... but my mood diminishes after a night with her Your mood is nobody's responsibility but your own. It really isn't. If you wake up feeling bad, how does that differ from how you woke up every day in Antep? If it's got worse, that's because you're under new stress.

You were stressed at work before, you were at one stage keen for a change, now you're heading into a new job in a different city and you're even more stressed. Apart from getting drunk and listening to music, usually on your own, we've seen worry after worry after stress after worry ever since you've been on the forum.

Dear one, I'm sure there are plenty of things outside my experience and awareness, and I can see there's a lot of what I consider evil in the world, but a man with the ability to use his wife and son as robots by controlling their minds seems highly improbable to me. All my experience suggests the hardest thing human beings can do is to control our own minds; controlling anyone else's is impossible.

So it's up to you what mood you're in when you wake up. If staying with your mother means also living under your father's roof, it makes sense that you're feeling bad. I know you're terrified of him.

This could be your chance to find your own power and stand up to him, or it could be a 'holiday' that messes you up right before you start your new job. If you're going to start being frightened of your mother, too, I don't know what anyone can say to help you.
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Postby desperate788 » Fri Aug 03, 2018 6:29 am

I like my mother I'm sure she won't harm me consciously..its not my father controlling her mind it's a structure created by him..my mother lives with my mom 7/24. It's obvious that such a perverted mind does what wonders to her mind.
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#297

Postby desperate788 » Thu Aug 09, 2018 7:00 pm

Hey :) I'm at my new house at manisa. My house is a small but sweet. It has two rooms. I sleep at the bigger one. Can't wait winter and couch nights..
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Postby desperate788 » Sun Aug 19, 2018 12:07 pm

desperate788 wrote:I rented a house at manisa a small city at aegean region of turkey but I have doubts about the owner of house. House is a bit lOwer price tHan it shold be.


worries focused on owner of house..
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#299

Postby desperate788 » Sun Aug 19, 2018 12:08 pm

so bored how to waste time? this mood pushes me to drinks but thats unhealthy..
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