27 months quit - i give up

Postby 2yearquit » Sat Dec 23, 2017 2:13 am

this is hell on earth I am 27 months clean from weed on christmas day and no longer want to live like this. The waves of depression and hopelessness i feel on a weekly basis is heartbreaking to say the least after been quit for so long.
I do not know what to do.
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Postby tokeless » Sat Dec 23, 2017 9:33 am

What kind of life do you live in terms of activities, social contacts or work. What is your typical day like?
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Postby JoeBloggs » Sat Dec 23, 2017 3:46 pm

I would speak to your doctor for some support.
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Postby Jvc300Cali » Sun Dec 24, 2017 1:55 am

dont give up man im trying to quit as we speak i feel sad, depressed, sick,no appetite after dabbing many times daily these past 3 years you are very strong to be clean for that long dont give up
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Postby yayada65 » Sun Dec 24, 2017 5:05 am

please read my last post i'm three years clean and struggling like never before, you're not alone it is hell on earth for me too. stay strong brother.
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Postby yayada65 » Sun Dec 24, 2017 5:14 am

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Postby Ananda_M » Sun Dec 24, 2017 5:49 am

Hey man, I'm sorry to hear that - 27 months is long time! Nevertheless, congratulations for being without it for more than two years... It may be from weed, maybe not, could you tell us please:

How much did you smoke before (and for how many years)?

Have you had any single joint / toke during these 27 months?


Anyway, hope you will feel better, have a happy holidays!
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Postby 2yearquit » Sun Dec 24, 2017 2:11 pm

Hi guys - Thank you all for taking the time to read my post and reply.
To answer some of your questions I smoked very heavily from the ages of 21 to 33 and for 10 years daily. I live in New York and am self employed but struggle to find the motivation for work that I once had when I was a daily smoker.
The truth is I have absolutely seen improvement over these last 27 months and wrote that post when I was in the absolute depths of a paws enduced depression.
It is hard to see any progress when I feel like that but I have had weeks where I feel completely normal and symptom free.
The progress is just so slow that is the really frustrating part.
Thank you again this forum is a fantastic resource.
Happy holidays.
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Postby Ananda_M » Sun Dec 24, 2017 3:34 pm

2yearquit wrote:To answer some of your questions


Have you had any single joint / toke during these 27 months?

:?: :?: :?: :D
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Postby Ananda_M » Sun Dec 24, 2017 3:35 pm

It's good to hear you are doing well now :)
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Postby Cali-Detroit » Tue May 08, 2018 8:02 pm

Just checking in...where are you at now? Are you feeling any better? It looks like 2 1/2 years at this point, but I'd like to hear your perspective. I've heard it can be 2-5 years, especially for heavy users, to rewire the brain. Everybody's different, so who knows. Hope your still in the fight
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Postby 2yearquit » Wed May 09, 2018 6:20 pm

Hiya mate ,
I’ve just seen your post and later this month I will be 32 months quit. There has been a world of change over the past 90 days or so I’m feeling back to normal I very rarely have any symptoms and when I do they don’t last for much longer than a day and are fairly manageable. It just took that long for me to heal approx 30 months but I was a very serious smoker for over 10 years.
For those still struggling fight on things will change . Best of luck my friends .
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Postby Cali-Detroit » Wed May 09, 2018 7:03 pm

Wow that's amazing, almost 3 years! Thanks for responding...I'm on day 35 and it feels like my soul is being squeezed out of my body each passing day. I was heavy for 20 years, so it looks like a long, long road. Ive never been one for long term goal achieving (big Surprise) but this is it for me. Great to hear your story and your accomplishment, that's fantastic. I needed to hear this today, so thanks again. Take care
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Postby 2yearquit » Wed May 09, 2018 7:13 pm

Mate I have been there trust me. I was pretty much incapacitated for 2 plus years unable to work to do anything . I really thought I would never feel normal again. Hang in there it’s a long road but it does get better I promise .
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Postby dhae2604 » Thu May 17, 2018 8:52 pm

Hi nice reading youre thread. btw how are you now 2yearQuit?
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