mikeabbot wrote:Hey Bagobones!
By cravings I mean actual cravings, similar to when you need a cigarette. To me it feels like my heart-rate goes up, I start shaking a bit and my mind is occupied with the idea of lighting up a fat one.
You forgot to mention the sweating hands. At least I get shaking sweating hands.

Yes I did. Two times last summer. Both times was me pushing my luck. The first time i caved and smoked 2 joints. Or I could not finish the second one. My tolerance was like a beginner smoker, and my rolling skills was the skills of a seasoned stoner. I was shaking and sweating so bad i almost had to meditate to calm myself down enough to actually manage to skinn up the spliffs..
The second time I was hanging out with a friend, that tried to sell me some weed. It was damn cheap and good quality, so I bought it to give to another friend as a gift. But my other friend was away so I had to hang on to it for a few weeks. I had to take it to a third friend, because I could not handle sitting on it..
Those two times was a little before my 1 year mark. The strange thing was that I see it here and there still. I still have stoner friends. So it came out of nowhere.
How was your winter? I see your a snowboarder and a skater. I just got my skateboard out now, and I am heading for some Asian surf in a months time. My country had the deepest of the deep powder winter that I can remember. So lucky to be in good health without smokers lungs for that....