Work related worries 2

#75

Postby desperate788 » Sun Nov 18, 2018 6:23 pm

Cool..
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Postby Candid » Mon Nov 19, 2018 6:16 am

desperate788 wrote:It's weird and tricky this enjoying thing it's like an illusion I don't understand exactly so I can't explain.


Considering this a bit more.

We both know you're a worrier. You worry pretty much all the time, about everything. Your brain has got accustomed to it. Worry it understands. Anything else is suspect.

So when you're truly enjoying yourself, something in your head says: "Hang on. This does not compute. Are you sure you locked the doors and windows before you left home? What about that last file you looked at -- that was a bit dodgy. It might come back to haunt you. What did the tour guide mean when he said you had to be careful here?" and burble burble burble you're off again, questioning the unaccustomed sensation of feeling good about life for five minutes. The thought arises: "Which is real, me as I feel now or me as I felt at my office desk all week?"

An undercurrent of excessive worry, grief or outright terror leaves a big footprint. No matter how good you might feel on top of a mountain, your own history tells you the feeling isn't real and the black cloud will always be waiting. So feeling good about life becomes an aberration, something suspect.

Does that make sense?
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Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 19, 2018 9:27 am

Yes I'm not in a good condition..worrying is severe.
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Postby Candid » Tue Nov 20, 2018 4:46 am

It's ruining your life. :(
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Nov 20, 2018 10:19 am

It's terrible
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Nov 20, 2018 9:28 pm

Last time I bought my meds from pharmacy it costed me nearly no money worry about this
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#81

Postby desperate788 » Tue Nov 20, 2018 9:36 pm

They gave me more than usual 20 gr rexapin tablets
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Postby Candid » Wed Nov 21, 2018 12:49 pm

Who prescribed Rexapin for you, desperate?
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Postby desperate788 » Wed Nov 21, 2018 1:57 pm

A doctor at September 8 hospital.
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Postby Candid » Wed Nov 21, 2018 2:06 pm

Did he tell you why he thought you needed it?
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Postby desperate788 » Wed Nov 21, 2018 2:45 pm

I said I'm using that drug he just prescribed
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Postby desperate788 » Wed Nov 21, 2018 2:57 pm

Candid wrote:Who prescribed Rexapin for you, desperate?

He told me his brother was a tax inspector and fired because of sensible issues
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