“Sometimes I wonder why people who don't deserve love find it”
Me too, people like Chaney with a wife so behind him, but isn’t she also a monster?
“I lost roughly 7 years of my life dosed up to my eyeballs on antipsychotics.”
I looked around and saw people saying WE DON’T UNDERSTAND OUR FEELINGS! ..and they where unrelatable to me. Oh, I’m angry and frustrated, but I understand the cause. Even when I was young and LESS comprehending, I cared about the impossible resolution between the cultural attachments of dumb delusional stories and my feeble thoughts to BETTER UNDERSTAND.
Better isn’t perfect, so no pissing on any1 honest.
“I smoke cigarettes.”
Me too, though lately I TRY to vape more than burn leaves.
“Every time I look back at the past or try to perceive the future without God, I choke on the smoke. “
I differ from you. For me, it was my parents fantacy, and those around them. I said maybe,couldbe, might be, wouldn’t it be wonderful if their was a planned purpose, no matter the mistakes you make and decisions. Yeah that’s insane, when human being must learn from their decisions.
“I've never met a female who didn't try to control me.”
You live in a world where women have been treated as property, not FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS. You live in a culture which adores past IGNORANCE!
Happy Birthday, and quite looking to others to contextualize YOUR REALITY.
That’s your work. From the text… sounds like you’re working through this.
YOU SHOULD BUILD,CREATE, participate in creating a better world with others. If you don’t, if you long to imitate/emulate/accommodate—put on a show. You can do that, but there’s no YOU in that.