stuck in old ways of perversion

Postby desperate788 » Tue Oct 09, 2018 10:42 am

My perversion rise again at that idiotic style I know it's total idiocy but just can stop waiting for that. Looking at I'll mannered porn though I'm not excited..trying to fantasise just for a seconds of pleausure..just can't stop it..can anyone save me from myself?
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Postby quietvoice » Tue Oct 09, 2018 11:44 am

desperate788 wrote:can anyone save me from myself?

Interesting that you phrase it that way. That's just the crux of the matter in any issue we may face. No one can save us from ourselves. We must save our own self. Even Jesus doesn't save. We must take the reigns of our mind and our thinking and turn things around. Plenty of techniques exist; only one operator with the responsibility to start the ignition.
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Oct 09, 2018 11:48 am

It so odd. Getting the pleausure for seconds then waiting that to happen for days. B*****d tactics. When I don't get it for a long time I forget but happens for a few seconds then s*** keeps rolling on.
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Oct 09, 2018 11:50 am

It's kinda paralysing sucking my will and power..
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Oct 09, 2018 2:02 pm

Damage done :(
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Postby Armstrong » Tue Oct 09, 2018 7:04 pm

Accept constructive pain. Don't be so focused on pleasure.

Paramore:
That's what you get when you let your heart win
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I drowned out all these senses with the sound of that beating
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Pain make your way to me, to me, and i'll be so inviting
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Oct 09, 2018 7:11 pm

I'm not focused on pleasure indeed. I can forget it and live my life but when it comes against my will I lose control at last I was able to protect my soul from that ill pleasure kind thing for a long time despite its attempts to surface in my dreams and daily life but I recently gave in to a serious and intense attack.
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Postby Armstrong » Tue Oct 09, 2018 7:16 pm

Don't you get help? Are there anyone you can tell about this in your life? Where do you live?

What kind of pleasure are we talking about?
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Postby desperate788 » Tue Oct 09, 2018 7:23 pm

I live in a small Turkish city manisa. I will tell these to my therapist tomorrow I make skype sessions with him I should have told about problems with my sexuality earlier. This pleausure I'm talking is something disgusting it's a bit of dark sexual pleasure followed by terrible feelings I just can't stop it sometimes though I know the consequences. .
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Postby Armstrong » Tue Oct 09, 2018 8:05 pm

Tell your therapist. Good luck.
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Postby desperate788 » Wed Oct 10, 2018 6:07 am

Thx
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Postby desperate788 » Fri Oct 19, 2018 1:33 am

Did it again :(
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Postby desperate788 » Sun Oct 28, 2018 11:37 am

How will I get rid of this crap? It will happen again.
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Postby Candid » Sun Oct 28, 2018 12:01 pm

It's just a way of relieving tension, desperate. It doesn't hurt anyone. It doesn't hurt you... unless you think it does.
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Postby desperate788 » Sun Oct 28, 2018 12:02 pm

I feel down after I do it.
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