desperate788 wrote:I will work hard to spend my rest of life as a normal happy person. As a first step should I cancel this izmir thing?
I used to work for what i thought others had as deafault too! Now i realize i was too stupid and sugarcoated. Don't be afraid to do mistakes and do things (i live in Europe and they are humanitarian, Turkey?) it will pass or you will learn things and get better. It doesn't get easier when you work hard, but you get better.
I don't know what is the izmir thing.