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#165

Postby BrokeSuicide » Mon Mar 11, 2019 10:46 pm

I overdose on tablets it helps me sleep and with the possibility of ending my life.
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Postby BrokeSuicide » Mon Mar 11, 2019 11:13 pm

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#167

Postby BrokeSuicide » Tue Mar 12, 2019 3:00 am

It's 3am and I can't sleep.
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#168

Postby BrokeSuicide » Tue Mar 12, 2019 11:19 am

I'm at work being a responsible adult. I am completing task after task after task to the best of my ability. Not sure why that is important but other people seem to keep asking me to do things and I meet that expectation over and over and over again for years with no end in sight.

Feeling good.

Have a great day everyone.
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Postby BrokeSuicide » Tue Mar 12, 2019 12:52 pm

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#170

Postby BrokeSuicide » Tue Mar 12, 2019 3:10 pm

-£717.06

I'm so screwed. It is only the 12th I have 2 weeks to go. LOL

This is stupid.
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#171

Postby BrokeSuicide » Tue Mar 12, 2019 4:53 pm

It is never practical help they offer.
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#172

Postby BrokeSuicide » Wed Mar 13, 2019 12:27 am

I feel comfortable with the idea of taking my own life.

I have work in the morning.

Have fun.
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#173

Postby BrokeSuicide » Wed Mar 13, 2019 7:39 am

I'm going to work now.

Have fun.
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#174

Postby BrokeSuicide » Wed Mar 13, 2019 8:06 am

I haven't eaten in a few days. My head is spinning and my stomach is all cramps.

I'm a responsible worker.

Life is good because life is good.
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#175

Postby BrokeSuicide » Wed Mar 13, 2019 10:58 am

Richard@DecisionSkills wrote:
BrokeSuicide wrote:You can't do much with life without money I guess is my conclusion.


With or without money is irrelevant for you Jason.

What “much” you did when you did have some money was to pay findoms, add a gym membership to your life and a few pints of beer a month, while calling self help hotlines and participating in this forum. So with or without money your “much” was never much different.



BrokeSuicide wrote:I paid for a new kitchen at 5k.
I paid for a new bathroom at 6k.
I went down to Dublin for a few days 2k.

Life with money was a lot lot better.

When I say "much" money in this context I mean like £100k or more.

I don't drink alcohol.



Life was a lot better with money.
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Postby BrokeSuicide » Wed Mar 13, 2019 1:53 pm

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#177

Postby BrokeSuicide » Thu Mar 14, 2019 6:17 am

I'm acting responsible and being of service to others because they want me to be a mindless slave who will perform.

Getting up and going to work. I cried myself to sleep last night. I also had moments of uncontrollable laughter.

Life is good because life is good. Repeat the mantra.
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#178

Postby BrokeSuicide » Thu Mar 14, 2019 8:17 am

Repeat the mantra .

Life is good. You don't have to explain why.

Life s good because life is good.

Over and over.
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#179

Postby BrokeSuicide » Thu Mar 14, 2019 9:30 am

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