Whats up guys, im 11 months of weed. I was an addict for 3 years in my teenage years and since quitting i have been f***ed over by PAWS. I dont seem to get it in waves like many others. Its like a constant low. I do see some very very small improvement over these 11 months. I sometimes have a good day or two, but it happens maybe once a month or once every two months. I just keep praying that i will feel better soon, i dont understand why this is taking so long. Its breaking my heart, i just want to feel emotions again, i want to not have this huge social anxiety and this minor depression. So all in all, im 11 months in and i still feel bad, im starting to lose hope. Of course i will never touch weed again. I just hope and pray that one day very soon i will feel some real progress and not these minor baby steps one step forward and one step backwards all the time. Sorry for the negativity, im just done with feeling like this. BUT IM THANKFUL THAT IM 11 MONTHS CLEAN! Im proud of myself.
Any long term quitters that have gone what i am going through and are feeling much much better? Please comment below.