I'm sick and getting older

[desperate788]

I don't have a single neighbour that I talk.

[desperate788]

I have problems with meeting new people. I'm shy.

[ProvRepublic]

Here is your problem. You know that you are shy, but you have no desire to change it. Or maybe you have a desire, but no motivation.
Motivations can be obtained through different techniques and a different worldview, but to read about it - you need to have minimal motivations. soo

[desperate788]

Shyness is one of the main factors that ruined my life. It's terrible . It's not easy to change it.

[quietvoice]

Here is your problem.

The problem is that this man has a long list of limiting beliefs to which he beats his drums.

Shyness is one of the main factors that ruined my life. It's terrible . It's not easy to change it.

And the beat goes on.

[desperate788]

Anyways nice to hear from someone quiet voice.

[ProvRepublic]

I have been here for a short time, I did not know, but I though out quickly.

Does writing on the forum gives you some satisfaction?

[desperate788]

Writing on forum is nice. I don't have any friends. I talk to only my mother and friends here.

[ProvRepublic]

Try computer games or sport maybe here you will make some freinds. And please, dont answer to this post, because I can predict what you gonna say.

[ProvRepublic]

Watch this, its about you. You are the man who is constantly suffering.
Turn on english subtitles

https://youtu.be/IZvlvKszsuM

[desperate788]

Actually the video is a reflection of my dark psyche..