by leavepawsbehind » Fri Mar 08, 2019 5:40 am
Right behind you bud. Much like you, I have had 0 cravings. I was done with the stuff before I even knew withdrawal was a possibility. I was sick of the smell of the vape and bong water and gross tasting edibles and all of that crap. Sneaking around, being constantly high, being paranoid that people may be able to tell that I was high, feeling shame for feeling the compulsion to be high before visiting my family for the holidays. Being really defensive about marijuana. Ugh. I'm leaving all of that permanently in the past.
I had a great few weeks at the beginning of Feb of near normalcy but I had another wave kick in a couple of weeks ago. I've started experiencing "anxiety Wednesdays". In the first year I was anxious 24/7. Now I seem to peak mid-week and dip over the weekend. Beneath this top peak/wave pattern, my baseline has longer waves and windows. Maybe a chart would better demonstrate this pattern I've observed with my PAWS severity and symptom frequency?
Started experiencing stronger sensory and physical symptoms again but much like you, I'm hopeful. I hit 420 days sober next week, yippee.