250 days

Postby Head in loud » Sun Mar 10, 2019 1:57 am

Today it been 250 days, what a ride, will not even wish it on my worst enemy. I still have all the symptoms, specially the ringing in my left ears, headaches and DP/DR. I must say it has gotten better but the pace been very slow. Sometimes I still feel like crying for no reason. I’m extremely emotionally and get irritated so easily. Sometimes I feel like something serious is wrong with me, but either way I will give it one year or maybe more before I seek professional help.
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Postby type0 » Sun Mar 10, 2019 12:35 pm

same timeline and symptoms like you. I've had paw wave this last month. I though I was recovered but in reality not at all. Nothing to do as the first 6 months of course but still debilitating. I started Nofap myself too 2 days ago. I hope it will help with my chronic fatigue
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Postby Sherwood1999 » Sun Mar 10, 2019 6:17 pm

Is your DPDR constant? Or is it more in waves? Also what are your DPDR symptoms? Mine are feeling detached from myself and my surroundings, no sense of time, detached from friends and family, and just feel high all the time. Hope you feel better man. Congrats on 250 days
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Postby type0 » Sun Mar 10, 2019 9:14 pm

fortunately it come in waves. Some days I feel 100%. Then all start again. My tinnitus also has improved. It was constant for months (aprox 4). I don t have Dp but only Dr I think. It feel like a brain fog. Unable to focus on things. Living in a dream. Also I feel pressure behind my eyes......I think Dr is the result of anxiety. Anxiety can cause some vision distorsion and sensitivity to light which is my case. I suppose this because when I m relaxed the Dr is absent.
Congrat for your 8 months too friend;)
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Postby thegreatdane » Sun Mar 10, 2019 10:41 pm

I feel the same at 14 months. In the end we will all make it! Keep holding on, im rooting for you. Sending you all lots of love
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Postby Head in loud » Sat Apr 06, 2019 12:33 am

9 months and few days. Had a bad waves last night. Felt like I have bipolar or something else. Felt really down like the first few week of withdrawal. This been the worst thing I have ever gone through.
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Postby Sherwood1999 » Sat Apr 06, 2019 2:10 am

I feel for you man. I hope you’re doing well right now. It’s a tough battle but it will get better. I’m still struggling very hard myself I get what you’re going through. We will all heal back to 100% one day.
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Postby Head in loud » Sat Apr 06, 2019 12:33 pm

Thanks Sherwood. I know all people here keep saying but when I’m down I can’t help but feel I have some mental illness. I wondering if anyone else’s feels like this? Or if the symptoms of withdrawal are like bipolar.
Hope you feel better.
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Postby byronFuh » Sat May 04, 2019 8:42 pm

The hypnotherapist phrased it as when you are in the nude, you will find that you will feel better about yourself and be able to work better.

Now that I think about it, that suggestion could have been the cause.
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