Staying alive

#150

Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 11, 2019 10:59 am

I think I shouldnt care about enjoying life when my father died.
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#151

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:11 am

We have a lot in common with differences of course. I've had a very unusual life I've had so much mental physical and emotional pain I'm always amazed I'm still alive. It's made me strong nothing can hurt me, it's good and bad because I don't notice others pain much. I can't be hurt is why it amuses me when someone tries
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#152

Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:15 am

No physical pain but unbelievable intense emotional suffering depression and anxiety monster inside. Everyday going to that work anxiety worries people at board know I write about it sometimes.
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#153

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:21 am

You can go to a doctor to say you can't work anymore. Then you can make your everyday job finding ways to heal yourself. There is a person causing my emotional pain. Understanding that person took all her power away
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#154

Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:25 am

How will I pay the rent if I don't work I can't find ways to heal myself my mind doesn't work I can't apply diet restrictions even just drinking green tea even that bored
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#155

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:31 am

Good question and also an answer of a type. Fear of lack of money traps people in jobs they don't like all over the planet. If your doing a job you don't want to basically your a slave to your fear. As for your worry about paying rent and buying food etc the basics in life. Does your country have welfare or accident compensation?
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#156

Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:38 am

I don't think my country has welfare. You say I'm not the only fearing lack of money jts common I'm one of them I could live with my mother but there is my disgusting sister
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#157

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:44 am

I think 99 % of planet earth has a fear of lack of money its very normal. I'm a weirdo I'd rather be a free homeless person than a slave to my fear living in a comfortable life. Don't worry about what I think I'm odd and different
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#158

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:46 am

Freedom is so important to me and I'm either brave or lacking fear of wat other people fear wether that's good or bad
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#159

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:47 am

Is bravery a fear of being fearful I wonder
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#160

Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:49 am

I like my comfort too much the only thing I enjoy in my odd life is sleeping at bed in warm I don't want to lose it.
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#161

Postby desperate788 » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:50 am

I have non of bravery unfortunately
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#162

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:52 am

That's not a bad thing and perfectly normal. Mother nature designed us to have fear to keep us alive and from harm. You should have fear it's normal
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#163

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:55 am

I have faced death so many times I've lost my fear of it, I'm glad about that I suppose. I like being unusual
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#164

Postby Icanbeatthis » Mon Nov 11, 2019 11:56 am

Normal people are boring be glad your not normal I am
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