by Robb1e_g » Tue Nov 03, 2020 7:03 am
Hey great Dane, it’s Robb1e_g back on here after a very long time. I just came here because I believe God told me to and for some reason I felt convicted to get on and I saw your post. I suffered through PAWS symptoms for nearly 3 years almost. You can look back at my posts. It was to this day the worst experience of my life. But I’m here give you hope and I hope you don’t take this lightly what I’m about to say. I had no cure for my mental torture. The extreme panic attacks, anxiety, violent and suicidal thoughts never stopped for one day even. I had had glimpses of hope throughout only to get drowned out by more extreme dr/pr intrusive thoughts anxiety and depression. I almost gave up and tried medication. Nothing was working. So during the three years I researched everything I possibly could (upwards of six hours a day and still about two hours a day to this day) and started studying philosophy and hard sciences like math physics and astronomy. And also through personal experiences during PAWS, God got through to me. Truly, if you need to talk to me I can give you my number and we can talk. I care for you and love you as a person and the only answer for everyone here is Jesus. I have zero symptoms of anxiety, depression, dr/pr, panic attacks, intrusive thoughts, and I am the most joyful and purpose filled I have ever been in my life. The thing is, I never would have understood this or been able to be where I am if I didn’t get first broken down to my core. I was prideful and ignorant before and selfish and there was no way of getting me to put my faith into God. But he found me even though I didn’t ask for it or deserve it. None of us deserve it but he loves us that much. No one owes us anything but for us to love them more than ourselves. And Jesus did that for you and me. I urge you to please think about this, because I’ve been through this, I’m a person just like you who had this terribly real traumatizing experience. But it’s only temporary. Your feelings and thoughts are not the truth. The truth is independent of your feelings and thoughts. I truly hope you see this and believe this and for others please do not take this lightly. Jesus is truly the only way I was able to be saved. He healed me and nothing else worked. Have faith and don’t give up. Your life is so much more valuable than you know.