So I quit weed 3 months ago.
My story starts when I was eating a lot of edibles for a year. I thought that doing that would be healthier than having wine. One night out of nowhere I had a severe panic attack with racing thoughts and it was absolutely awful.
Back story..10 years ago I had gotten addicted to benzo by accident because I was young and took them for a month straight, but recovered. I had realized that during this panic attack this felt the same as that... but I never thought weed would cause such a feeling.
So I decided to stop the edibles.. but my mind was warped. I kept spiralling into paranoia thoughts and having anxiety.
I begin to get pins and needles throughout my whole body. My face and tongue went numb from panic attacks. Up to this point I went to the doctors 6 times to see what was wrong with me. I got blood tests, xrays, the works...
The doctors found nothing.. so I suffered through everything. I decided to not use anymore..and I got night sweats.. vivid dreams.. insomnia.. was over eating and under eating. Feelings of anhedonia .. and then at almost 3 months I got a window of clarity...i felt like myself again.. literally this was 4 hours ago and I was thinking I was making great progress...
Until I woke up from a panic attack again..this time oh my god my muscles are so stiff and sore. My jaw is so tense I got the numb tongue and face again.. racing thoughts. It felt like I had just quit again from the beginning.
I'm feeling so afraid and overwhelmed and convinced I have ms or my health is in bad shape and I'm gonna be sick this way forever.
So during this really really bad wave of withdrawal symtoms. What can I do to tell myself I am gonna get better, and the doctors didnt miss anything?
Thank you for the support.