PAWS 1 YEARS UPDATE uniqueason

Postby uniqueason » Sun Oct 25, 2020 7:37 pm

hello everybody its been a lil more then 1 years since i started this crazy journey i will list you how i was feeling and how good im doing now sorry for my broken english
i smoke for about 7 years 8 years since i was 12 i never took a break until 20 i never skip 1 day nevr i was selling also so i alway got pounds with me i stop on 22 october 2019

first 4 month after stopping:
thinking i was about to go crazy
running though
depersonalisation
paranoia
ocd reoccuring though
develop all type of ocd health anxiety issue
scared af of any drugs
very sleepy alot of up and down energy
nothing was fonctioning well with my mind
4-7 month
sleep 3 day at time
very low energy
still have ocd though thinking i develop a mentall illness or i was getting some crazy disease
hell on hearth
alot of fear
8-10month that when thing start to stabilize a lil bit was getting more energy
the schiz ocd i develop during withdrawal was starting to reduce signifinantly
no more extreme sleepiness
alot better
10-12 month
coming back to baseline
still not as funny and exited about life like iwas younger but i feel like i mature alot durign this experience
feeling pretty normal ill never do drug again
feeling pretty good started to laugh back again
its a very very pretty basic timeline i do there if u got any more question u can hot me up i log in every 2 week since im doing ok during 0-8 month i was totally obseded about how i was feeling ect... i was reading this forum for like 3 hour a day its was steaight up crazy now im doiiing wayy better around 10 month was the big turn around for me and i aint never going back to smoking this pile of sh**

take care yall
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Postby ChalkyUndertaste » Mon Oct 26, 2020 4:20 pm

So, did your OCD symptoms completely clear up? I’m 7.5 months in and have developed some sensorimotor obsessions. driving me absolutely mad and hoping it isnt permanent :(
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Postby uniqueason » Thu Oct 29, 2020 4:23 pm

Yeah around 10-12month you should b good
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Postby ChalkyUndertaste » Thu Oct 29, 2020 8:15 pm

uniqueason wrote:Yeah around 10-12month you should b good


That’s great to hear! I’m happy you’re doing better and hope I can have a similar outcome for myself. This has been such a miserable journey but I’m holding out hope that I’ll soon be normal again. :)
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Postby uniqueason » Tue Nov 10, 2020 4:32 am

thanks my bro the fear of beign insane was the scariest shhtt i never encounter in my life and im pretty strong minded all that cause of weed withdrawal stay strong
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Postby uniqueason » Tue Nov 10, 2020 4:33 am

what ur ocd about my friend i still think about mine i develop them also cause of paws but its very f***ing rare during paws it paws 24/7
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