I hate my race and skin color. I hate being black.

Postby Cleara Aura » Sun Jan 03, 2021 1:38 am

What do I do I also hate my family. I want to be white, why do I desire this? I guess because I hate my family as they are abusive and evil. I hate them. I was wondering in the scope of eternity and eternal pastures in the kingdom of Heaven, will there be such thing as old family ties on earth? Will I have to face my family, the people I hate? I also hope to be white in heaven, if I ask God can He do it? I know this is a weird trajectory, but the desire is so strong that I think it has to be the will of God. I hope in heaven I never have to see people I do not love or care about. I know I have to learn to love my brother and sister as I love myself but I am tired of living like this. I want to love those who will be helpful and good to me, not evil. I can't love evil.

What do I do. How can I leave evil family members and find my way in life? I work hard, but I do not make enough. I am going through hard times already in 2021. Please someone help me.
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Postby Richard@DecisionSkills » Sun Jan 03, 2021 3:27 pm

Cleara Aura wrote: I work hard, but I do not make enough. I am going through hard times already in 2021. Please someone help me.

What is your current age and profession?
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Postby RoxyCookie » Sun Jan 03, 2021 10:42 pm

Did you know that skin color is based on geography and the human's position to the sun?
Basically the early humans who were born in warmer climates developed darker skin because the melanin acts as a natural sunscreen to protect people from the UV rays of the sun in those climates. That's it. That's the secret. You most likely want to be white because of the racism and the disadvantages of being black in an uneducated society. Most people dont know this - they just assume things and treat others, blacks and other races like crap because of their own lack of education. Regarding the other issues with the family i dunno what to asvise you but I hope this helps.
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Postby AmandaJN » Tue Jun 08, 2021 8:29 am

Hi I have no answers but just wanted to send you a big virtual hug xxxx
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