sexual dysfunction

Postby 20yo » Sat Mar 13, 2021 8:01 pm

hi to everyone reading this post, thank you for the opportunity to talk.
I am seeking help to improve my outlook on life.
I am severely depressed, mostly because of a disease I have affecting my penis.
It is called Peyronie, it is basically a fibrous tissue that doesn't allow it to properly function, and gives me erectile dysfunction, curved erection, loss of sensitivity and a curve of the penis.
I have always been a guy with very high libido and this is destroying me. I have problems mantaining erections and reaching orgasms, and the disease is still progressing so it will get worse.
I am battling for a year with my mind, trying to push me to study, socialize and go on with my life. But in the end i always come to my usual despair, when I am reminded, by a picture, a song or a conversation, that i will never have a normal sex life, if i will ever have any at all.
I am a very social guy so I always wanted to have, obviously, a relationship and regular sex. This is destroying this prospect for me. I have no clue how my penis will look in a few months and if i will have erections. I tell myself that if the loss of sex destroyed me to this level, how can i impose it to a partner by starting a romantic relationship.
I am really broken. I have faced many adversities in my life and took pride of how i could be positive and make my difficulties a reason of strength.
But this is really on a different level. Sex has always been one of the biggest pleasures in my life, and it is for many young people i bet. Without it i often feel like there is no point in life whatsoever. I also wonder if i will end up alone because of my sexual dysfunction, facing rejection after rejection.
Thank you for reading this. Please message me if you have a similar story of struggle to share.
I am too ashamed to talk about this with my friends so it would help me to have a nice conversation.
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Postby Richard@DecisionSkills » Sat Mar 13, 2021 8:36 pm

I would recommend joining support groups that specifically deal with this type of issue...

https://www.dailystrength.org/group/imp ... ysfunction

DailyStrength’s Impotence & Erectile Dysfunction Support Group hosts frank discussions about every aspect of ED, including its effects on relationships, alternative ways of seeking sexual satisfaction, and what happens when you can no longer afford ED drugs.

I found that site via Google and..

https://www.edrugstore.com/blog/erectil ... on-forums/

There are paths in life that do not involve sex. Understandably it is a major component for the life of many people. At the same time, there are plenty of paths in life that do not have such a focus on sex. One of the most obvious is being a monk, but there are other paths as well.
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Postby 20yo » Mon Mar 15, 2021 8:40 pm

thank you richard for your reply and for your interest.
i've checked the websites out and wrote a post in one of them.
anyway, i think by avoiding sex completely i will just suffer more and feel like i haven't lived at all.
so i guess my path i to become really good with what i have, unfortunately.
if there is anyone with a similar background that managed to overcome a sexual dysfunction that wants to share their story i would really, really appreciate it. feel free to personal message me :)
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