Some sexual thing I did in my childhood is killing me

Postby anilkumarln » Tue Jun 22, 2021 5:39 am

Hey everyone... I really need your help.. When I was 12 or 13 , I just touched my penis to vagina of 4 to 5 year old girl who was my neighbour. I had no idea about whether it's wrong or write at that time... I was just curious and only fear I had was what if my parents come to know about it... Am a medical student and when I was reading sexual offences in forensic medicine, It happened to read about rape and all.. Till my 22 yr of age, I never thought of this and it never came to my mind. But when I started reading about sexual abuse on children and etc, I started feeling even I have done this and I started comparing myself to rapist. And I started thinking I don't deserve to live because am really not that kind of person and even now whenever rape happens on any girl, when media projects that or someone put as whatsApp status , I feel like killing myself. I want to come out of this.. It's been more than 10 years iam suffering from this thoughts... I want to enjoy ife and do very well in academics and profession... Is there anyone who has same experience or similar and s there anyone who can help me on this... Please please I really want my life back... Please help me
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Postby Candid » Wed Jun 23, 2021 1:22 pm

Your life was never taken away. Enjoy!
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Postby IenSmith » Thu Jun 24, 2021 9:38 am

Live on - you can't change the past
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Postby anilkumarln » Sat Jul 10, 2021 2:10 pm

Thank u for the reply
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