Dear John,
although i do not know you i have thought of you a few times nice to hear from you and wow to your one year mark i am one year and 2 month and i could not agree more with your wonderful post what you said it is also my experience after i thought i will never get over this so true the anxiety does go away i never felt so afraid in my life like i felt after quitting and did not know what excactly it was that i was so afraid of in the end i had anxiety smoking and stoping no way out it seemed but after all this time i feel better and happier then ever or like chris sullivan wrote in the book of" the joy of quitting cannabis " when you see cannabis in its true light there are no benefits whatsoever its the great illusion cannabis and tricky
congratulations John this is a tremendous achievement i know i went through it and one can be totally healed from it
it will get better and better every month every year
i like your climbing analogy also very good
delta9 ciao keep up the great work John