by Recovery1395 » Wed Nov 02, 2016 2:07 am
I've really relapsed badly lately... days between smoking is getting shorter and shorter. I recently stopped working fulltime and since then my schedule has been more open... this gave me the excuse to smoke more and more... i get delusions of grandeur when I smoke and a phoney outlook on reality. Another problem is I read things against weed to motivate me but I find it hard to believe in all of it.